I need therapy or not mby I’m being over the top I mean I’ve tried to kms but I never was able too bc the knife was too blunt and I js gave up and stuck to sh I tried to get into a car crash but not to die or mby to die but mostly bc I hate school.sometimes I feel liek im so messed up and disgusting.mby im js lazy idk but I don’t want to call it depression but im sure it is.I have 0 friends or any social life and i ja realised I’ve had 10+ panic attacks when I had a really bad one and then I had another one while babysitting my brother thank god I put some the fuck for him or he would’ve seen me liek that he’s too young,.
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