I'm so pissed at myself right now because I met this guy. We're talking, we're having this exchange, and it's going well, but this is the third day, but today I found myself feeling like I'm holding back because I don't want to seem too eager, and I thought I was over this kind of childish playing. And I want to go and open his message, but now I'm feeling self-conscious, and it's so annoying.