i have this thinking that i can find a way for everything like i have an answer for every question, a solution for every problem but that runs out too right? fuck why when you're the one asking i don't know the answer, why when you're the problem i have no solution? it's hard, so hard i'm pissed at myself because why am i so weak? i'm not usually like this, actually i even want to always get my way but at this point? can i even do anything?