I am so sick and tired of the crap I am dealing with lately. I literally healed me so that I could be better for my marriage, for my husband. He doesn't care. He keeps leaving in the middle of the night claiming it is him joy riding to music and weed. I know he is lying. I cannot prove it. I don't know that it even would matter if I could prove it, because it would only make me more upset that I am not wrong. He cheated on me with one of the worst types of ogres in the universe. She is possessed with ugly shadow things that keep her up all night. She is hateful and angry and not a good person. She confessed to me that she wanted me dead. She confessed she was trying to hold on to my husband because she wants his parents to die and her to get things she thinks he's getting. My stomach hurts at what I have had to do just to let him know I love him. He made me let her come in to my room, our bed, and almost moved her into our home. I just had to be okay with it. I hate my situation.