I've been so alone for so long. im too depressed to make any new long lasting relationships. my ed takes over my entire life, I can't even do assignments without beating myself for eating. I hit my head, I punch my legs, my stomach, I hurt myself, I hate myself so much. I hate everything in my life im so over it. I wish it could all be over. id do something but I feel guilty bc of my mom and sister. I wish everyday for something to happen to me so I don't have to live like this. I hate being alone but I think I must just deal with it. no one cares. I wish I was dead im so over it all.
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