i hate my sister. i swear she is psychological torture. i hate her. i would rather live a life not knowing her at all than not knowing her at all. she does not care about my feelings i hate her. i wish i never met her. i wish i am never hurt again by her. she always thinks she is right. she always thinks i am just cry baby or overdramatic. she never takes me seriously and continues to disregard my feelings and insut me each time i open up to her about how much she hurts me. she makes me suicidal. then after she takes it out on me she goes back to laughing in one second and i have to bottle it up. whether its a panic attack or crying she says i am ruining the mood. she thinks its okay to treat me like this just because she is allowed to and nothing changes the next day. she doesnt understand its different when she says these things all my life because she told me these things when i was a young child and ever since then its been imprinted on me. i get scared+stressed when she is there