my mom just doesn't even try to listen to what i say. she talks so much it annoys me. i just want some peace. i cant live with her for god's sake i hate her so much. she makes everything about her. she blames me for everything. even when a creepy man approached me out of nowhere in the dark at night, the first thing she did was blaming me for being stupid and not see him in the first place. she say one thing and then takes back her word and the cycle repeats. she's ruining my life and my mental health. she's my number one reason i want to die for years, and she's not even aware of it. all i wanted was for her to listen to me, and yet here she is making everything about herself. she'd blame me, guilt trip me, making me feel like i owe her just because she's the mother. i'm always wrong. i'll never be good enough for her. she isn't a good mother and she'll also never be. i've been in this hell for more than 20 years and still suffering. i hope i can be freed from this misery in the end.