I hate how insecure I am I recently got ghosted and I feel like shit but the only times I feel better is when people say I mog her and that she’s doesn’t even look good even tho she’s everything I ever wanted but I can’t help but feel good whenever someone says that and I hate me for that the only thing I think about is how I can improve my looks because I hate them so much. Like before I was so insecure I used to feel embarrassed that I was with her like I thought I was weird or felt really anxious because I had a girl not even because of her but me I felt embarrassed because she chose me even if it was for a short period of time and this makes me realise I gotta fix my anxiety it’s really bad and stops me in life same with my hate for being short in like 5 foot 7 which not that bad it could be way worse but still it affects me everyday and my confidence walking next to people