today might just be my breaking point. i feel like i always let everybody down and its fucking killing me to think about it. i fucked up and didnt submit my art final on time, but art is my biggest passion ever and im the top of my class so my teacher always praises me and whatnot. her and i have a super close relationship so i see her more as a second mother, and shes been opening up to me for weeks how shes mad at the rest of my class bc we're extremely behind and i knew that included me but i acted like everything was good and up to date. now our exhibition is really soon and im just upset because i feel like ive let her down completely. i promised her i could do it on time and i didnt. now im at risk of failing the entire fucking unit and having to display completely shitty artworks + have my art teacher probably be disappointed in me. im so mad at myself and reading the email that said i failed gave me a panic attack once already before work so now im just stuck on what to do