I hate myself. I hate myself in so many ways I keep trying and keep showing up and people think I hate them, but I just hate myself. Day in and day out I can love someone just not myself sometimes people say how could you love someone else if you can’t love yourself well the answer to that question is you can see someone else’s worth well degrading yourself and that’s why I hate myself. I hate myself so much but I love my relationship. I love my family. I love my friends. I just hate myself.