For context,I’m a 15 year old girl in high school (9th grade). This all started when my BFF moved schools in the 8th grade so I was basically forced to hang and get back close to the girls I was friends with back in elementary. And it was going really good until 9th grade. First off, I have really bad second hand embarrassment I genuinely don’t know what it is. I’ve always been too embarrassed to do anything and cringe REALLY BADLY when someone does something to embarrass themselves or myself. And I thought everyone was like that especially since society forced us into a comfort zone yk? Anyways my friends are all loud people and I grew up not being that way and so did my friend that moved. In the hallways they would sing and yell to the top of their lungs, they’d always chat when the teacher is talking and when called out for their loud behavior they go on and complain. Its super immature to me so it makes me feel embarrassed. And they make racist jokes towards me (I’m a black woman)