It started in 2020. My very first friend, my neighbor/best friend of 7 years moved away. We had contact. He never replied. 8th grade, I met the love of my life. She wanted my dick, that's it. She moved to the next in a matter of 4 months. Then, I tell my parents how much I hate my appearance and my life. My own mother tells me to just take my life. A girl I liked wanted to cheer me up and started talking to me. She also only wanted my dick. Thank god we never did anything, unlike my ex. I was an outcast in the friendgroup I helped create, and was forced out. My new best friend moved away and is never coming back. My body is in constant pain and agony due to a genetic condition that has no help, cure, or even research. I can barely sleep, was dumped and left with a tingle of hypersexuality after being SA'd, and on top of all that I can't find love due to how pitifully ugly I am. When does it end? When will my life finally take a happy turn?