Was I ever enough? When my test papers got handed to me, there I saw it.. "F-" with the teachers handwriting saying "try harder next time!" In red pen. When I made a new friend and suddenly it's time to leave me out of everything. When I listened and speak with my pure heart to you when you were venting, just for you to vent to another because I didn't say the things you wanted to hear. When i tried so hard to be different and you had you copy me just to be better than me and win our parents attention that I needed, growing up. When you were crying I comforted you for 8 hours, just for you to cheat on me with another girl. When I was the last person you texted and I was already typing a paragraph about how life is better with you in it so you should stay, just for you to never receive that text as I slowly fell asleep and woke up with your friends telling me your dead. Notice how all my struggles share one thing? I tried my hardest and I still wasn't good enough, the cycle repeats.