i miss em, i miss em alot, i want to apologize properly so damn much and show them ive changed and then maybe theyll forgive me n everything will go back to the way it was last month, but shit doesnt happen like that, it really doesnt. they blocked me and ive left that community feeling like, if i had stayed there any longer i would hurt more people, and i dont wanna do that. i had already hurt 2 people, people that gave me a shoulder to cry on and a genuine connection. fuck i wanna cry thinking about it. so ill handle it, i will handle this big weight on my shoulders and keep progressing.
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