Pt. 2 When I lost my dog I was the most stupid kid ever... I spent her last days on my phone, and when she died I got in my car and used my phone to cope and it worked? The day after and for a long time I was begging for a new puppy. It was stupid. And just recently her pawprint in clay was sitting on the shelf and I knocked it over by accident and I sobbed. It's shattered. I wish I told the truth... I lied. Said it just fell over. My health has dropped so much. I got a puppy a few months ago. He just doesn't fill the gap... I love him but he's not fixing the hole in my heart... -Astro