my mental health is just crashing. Every single day it’s worse, I feel like crying or screaming. But my partner has worse depression and has a breakdown a day, lashes out at me and then sleeps for four hours, so I don’t feel like I can express my own issues to them. I have this constant pressure in my ears and jaw. I’m terrified of the next morning. I’m genuinely just living for the weekends so I know no one will try to contact me or take money from me. My ADHD has gotten worse again and my partner is now saying that I need to sort my issues out or she’ll break up with me. And whilst I know I have issues…I feel like the one who lashes out at me constantly is the one who needs to sort them out more. I mean, who throws things at walls? Yells at someone trying to help? Gets snappy with me for clarifying what they meant and then berates me for initially getting it wrong? I want to just…hire a car and drive as far as my petrol will let me.