i want a bf soo bad like i want to hug and talk and do things together i want to have my first real kiss (technically ive already had multiple but they were practice kisses w my friends lmfao)and like i want to experience romance like every time i read a romance book or watch a romance movie etc etc im soo jealous of the main couple bc wdym you guys just hang out and occasionally make out like that sounds so fun i want to do that like oml but also im scared that when im going to accidentally rush things like wayy too much and ill be so blinded by the fact that i finally have a bf that ill do things i dont really want to do if that makes sense. idk but i literally js want to make out with someone rlly bad like maybe its cus im on my period idkidk but if u look like tom welling hmu bc im scouting