My best friend/girlfriend I ghosted years ago because of hard times with my abusive mother, hs come back into my life. I found her tt acc I can't stop crying, I stalked her reposts and she's so similar and different. I don't know how to talk to her, she feels so unreal and I feel so horrible. I want to kms and never see her again, but I also want to reunite. She has a boyfriend and I want to die. We were meant for each other, I care so much for her after years. I can't help but think if she did too. Thinking about ending it now or taking to her and just doing it later.
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