I've started getting so stressed lately that I've begun scratching my neck till its red and raw. I can't help it, I've put bandages on it but all it does is make me want to scratch more. I can't help this, its all because of my mother. She isolates me from my friends and even my boyfriend is getting bored of me because we barely talk or hang out. I miss him, I miss my friends. I'm turning into fucking Tomura Shigiraki at this point. Thats how bad my neck looks. What do I do.. I hate this. She wants to do distance education soon but that wont help. I cant do this computer shit. I cant keep going on like this. Help me.