My mom said that she couldn't stand me wasting my life away but her raising her voice at me, trying to get me to do things, saying how I'm not doing this, how I'm not doing this right or good enough doesn't help. I have such a hard time getting out of bed and staying out of it. She says that I'm lazy and I don't know if I am, I want to do things and have the energy for it but I'm not like her where I can stay awake til 3 o'clock cleaning then the same day start doing things from the crack of dawn on. Not to mention I just started college and I want to be able to do all of my work and be motivated but there's times where I'll just stare at my computer for hours on end rereading the same thing and trying to understand or comprehend it. I'm fine when I'm at school cause I like it there, I like my classes, my classmates, my teachers, and I can do things there just fine and when I get home but as soon as it's summer or break, I start to get all like this.