So. I have very avoidant and extremely "advising" parents. My dad and I, the only conversations are his advices and criticism..he talks a lot about what I do wrong and what I will do and what I might do wrong. So yeah, I am fed up of them. In a way depressed. Sometimes I feel like idk dying. Not suicidal but just imagining a world where I wouldn't exist so that I wouldn't be feeling these emotions. I was casually talking to my mom rn and I told her that I don't like it when she dismisses my pain and sorrows casually, as if it's a minor insignificant thing, an immature grudge. She said that I should hold onto everything my dad says ans just forget it when he obviously says this very non- appreciative stuff. I asked her if she could always do that, just forget and pretend like they didn't say anything, especially someone close to you, or atleast someone that should have been close to you. She dismissed me again. And before I knew it, I started tearing up. She just ignored me