i finally got a name for the things i endured as a little 8 to 9 year old. i am 11 now and i’m trying to see if i can get a therapist to talk about this stuff because i am starting to have weekly minor panic attacks and i don’t want anything to evolve into full blown panic attacks. here are the things i had to go through - sexual coertion, sexual assault & confinement, physical abuse & assault, severe bullying and degradation, and emotional manipulation ALL BY TWO YOUNGER KIDS, MIND YOU! and one kid kept making himself throw up when he didn’t want to do something in class and he just didn’t care about other peoples mental health so he did it 6 TIMES IN ONE AND A HALF MONTHS so that adds on to my trauma, ahaha!!… wow i’m so traumatized for an 11 year old, it’s weird to admit that. here are more stuff i endured! peer-on-peer abuse, harmful sexual behavior, and child-on-child bullying and coertion! I HATE THOSE THREE SO MUCH I’LL NEVER FORGIVE THEM!!!! anyways thanks for reading, bye.