I hate how close they are. Its sickening. And I know this is selfish, and that its just jealousy talking, but I don't care. They got close again BECAUSE OF ME. I WAS THE ONE THAT MADE THEM START TALKING AGAIN. IT WAS ME, WHO MADE THEY BE FRIENDS AGAIN. Yet, all you talk about is HER. Its always "I miss her" "I lover her" and never anything else. Im nothing but a second choice to you. Yet I'd always choose you first. Its so unfair. Im starting to wonder if I should just distance myself from everyone, and be alone. Its not like it'd matter. You'd be fine. You would just move on from me and continue to talk to her instead.