Rant #2050

I feel so frocking guilty for something I did in like January. My friend was being downright mean to me for ages, she told me I didn't have a personality, ignored me, and hinted to me that others hated me. I tried to vent to my other friends, but they either agreed with her or didn't care. I ANONYMOUSLY posted on a reddit forum, about the situation, different times as it progressed, asking different questions and trying to feel heard by someone. These posts DIDNT HAVE NAMES, AGES OR SCHOOLS, at all. No one irl knew my account. Anyway, about a month after, I told my BFF about these posts, she thought they were funny (considering they got like 4 comments max) and we laughed it off. She told them, she told a friend, who created a secret gc behind my back with screenshots and added someone who wasn't involved who I had had a shaky past with. One friend was fuming. They kept playing nice. And when I finally found out. I apologised. None OF THEM APOLOGISED for the gc or OG comments,