I've built up really bad self esteem ever since i got caught venting online which was a sensitive topuc for my mum to react so she took away my socials and I've been having family link for a whole year and isolated online for a year too, my socials heloed me cope but my mum kept taking away things that made me happy. Over the months I've gained super low self-esteem from being isolated even in real life. I keel saying yes to things i don't want to because i get blackmailed by people or make me feel guilty for somthing i shouldn't be guilty of. But people male me feel bad for things that make me feel safe. I've reached a point where my mental health has gotten worsee than before and even my councling lessons don't help me and when i pretend to be fine my family forgets about my mh. I feel like a wall somtimes.. All the times actually. I'm so restricted on everything, clothes, phone, social life, behavior, allowance, etc. I'm so drained.