i self harm for attention, idk whats wrong with me. i used to do it for attention, now i cant even control it. whenever i get so mad i js slice it up like foodwars!! i dont know what to do, i sleep with my arm out. begging for attention. no one seems to notice. i wanna be clean. it hurts u know but seeing the scars makes me feel like my pain is valid. i dont think i wanna be ok tho i think im comfrtable in this sadness it makes me quesiton myself whether i do wanna be better. if i did, maybe i would be better now.
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