i know things happen for a reason bt sometimes i js keep looking back to the part where i basically js went and be in love with this guy who swayed me js from ig notes. i dont have a lto of experience in love so i thought it would be the perfect rom com, turns out dude was js using me as some backburner or someone to use to forget his ex anywy choosing him left my studies in shambles. idk my parents always say love is a distraction especially when youre studying, and i fully velieve that now. I regret being in love. I should have known better. Ever since that, i struggled with getting myself back together. I grew to be more suspicious of stfuf and insecure, but most importantly, i struggled with my academics. I mean I was known for being the smart kid. id get so happy when someone celebrates just cause theyre grouped with me. now its all gone. i js wished that id never met the guy, maybe then id still be at the top of my class. i knw acads arent my whole life bt without that, who am i?