I'm applying to my sister's job but theres this girl that I knew in Highschool that started working there and she makes me feel so insecure. I feel sick thinking of being in the same place as her. I just can't do it. I've been compared to her and I'm scared to be compared again. Looks, capabilities, personalities. What if co workers or managers compare us? I feel sick thinking about it. Or what if other people like her once again. No one ever chooses me. And she got picked all on her own. What if they hire me just cuz I'm related to my cool, likeable older sister? Idk. I'm the worst. I'm bad at everything and unlikeable. I'm also nervous to work with my sister cuz they'll definitely compare us and realize I'm nothing like her and I'm the cheap copy of her. I shouldn't care about what others think but I do. I hate myself. What if I look like a complete fool doing my job? I'm just the worst