i just pray that i pass this exam, it might honestly just make or break me. i know im not the smartest, but why does my ego and pride still hold on to the notion that im smart and should be respected and admired even though i know im not all that. god forbid this doesnt go well, i might honestly just .... i know its spoiled and it builds character but im so afraid to fail and struggle and try again. please lord just give me this. i dont know what else to do afterwards. please show me the way. please help and guide me