Supposed to make a resume for work tomorrow. And I'm just sad, nervous, idk. I just been getting nagged at by my mom which vaild. But I can't imagine anything working out for me in life. Like me working a job? I feel incapable. I'm airheaded, dumb, stupid, whatever you wanna say but I make many mistakes and I don't try hard enough. And I'm not social. I'm shy and scared and stupid. I can't imagine doing a job all I can imagine is me being the worst. And I'm scared of what others may think of me. I'm a complete loser. I feel like this world wasn't made for me. Like I don't even deserve to be here sometimes. Like nothing is gonna work out and be fine for me. Why would it? I can't even imagine coworkers liking me.