i dated a girl and she sexually assulted me. When i called he our on it after the breakup all of her/my friends (we were in the same friendgroup) came to her defence and blamed me for "not communicating my boundries well enough" and calling me immature.Through all this i lost my best friend who helped me through some really though mental heath struggle. My old best friend and I basically had all of the same friends but beacuse they started spreading rumors about me iv started losing basically all my friends from in and outside the group from stuff they have said about me accusing me of staring rumors and trying to ruin their friends reputations.The only friends i have are people that I barely see because they go to a different school and iv started to feel super lonely. This has really started to affect me mentally. iv got final exams soon and i havnt been able to modivate myslef enough to study or work and am scared that im gonna fail and ruin my future