I feel so empty and useless dawg💔💔 feel kinda um cringe doing this but fuck it we ball anyway last year my close friend of six years killed himself. shocking wow yea and idk im still not over it even though it's been like a few years btw??? and my fucker parents keep saying "stop being sad!! others have it worse" like omd bro let me fucking grief or wtv in peace idek what stage I am at and school is so stressful I'm one problem from killin myself I'm not doing anything right and my mom keeps telling me to go kms and ugh she tries comitting suicide in front of me after arguin with my dad like bitch??? idk.. I just hate this shitty life and shitty education system and shitty parents and shitty feelings. maybe they aren't the problem, i am. we all are the root cause of our own problems. fuck it every thing feels buns and gonna commit but idl pain so ugh talk about bring wimpi omg i should just suck this all up oh and also I have eating disorder. like I strave myself kinda like sh way..