Rant #1988

I fucking hate being disabled and how it bleeds into every part of my life. I feel like I'...

I lost. I spent 2 years, working on my mental health only for a competition to set me back...

I keep telling myself that I'm done. That tomorrow I'll finally do it. But I don't. I hone...

Sit at my desk to try and be productive. Too tired. Start passing out in my chair. Decide...

I want to give up. Please god, please show me the way out of this darkness. Please. I need...

i hate intrusive thoughts, around february 2026, i started having really really bad sexual...