Im so done with everything, i dont even know where to start, my school is awful i hate it so much I feel like everyone hates me theyre all looking at me all my friends are fake just like him he was my best friend and he wont even look at me I cant trust anyone i cant tell anyone anything and the worst part is i dont think my feelings are valid im just being dramatic i need to man up if everyone else can do it so can i im so stressed for my grades cause i want a job but i dont even care anymore we have a completely unreasonable amount of work its ridiculous and no matter what kind of day im having no matter how badly i dont want to do 20 assignments working with the people i hate because "we need to learn teamwork" I have to do it anyway because nobody actually cares about my feelings they might say they do but if i ever tried to tell them they'd give the most dumbass motivation that works for everyone BUT ME because I had to be different idk why, and theres more but i ran out of words.