Sometimes I just want to bang my head against the wall. Watch as blood trickles down my forehead. I know I’m young, but I’ve lived long enough to hate living. I can’t think of a reason why any of this is happening to me. Maybe it’s because I deserve it. One less person on this earth won’t make much of a difference. And it’s selfish of me to want this, but at long as it quiets the noise in my head, I could care less about what happens to me. I’m losing reasons to stay. I’m currently down to three. I just want it all to stop.