Closeted. And i live in a place where you'll be prone to be prosecuted when you're out, and with that, i live in a small town where my parents are both prominent figures in out society that is very conservative. I've been thinking a lot about my future lately, and one day, i know for certain that i'm going to reach that place where i have to choose whether i want to be with the person i choose to be with (same sex) and going to put my whole family into being the talk of the town or to succumb to a typical life and never fully become myself. My parents are good people, i don't want them to get hurt or is it justified to do so, and somehow i still want them to see me become who i am. I still want them around. But on the other hand, the idea of having family with someone i dont love is unfair to both me and ppl who are going to get involved. I can live the life, but it will become more of survival. I am seriously conflicted, i dont want to have to sacrifice people for my own sake. Idk.