I miss him so much he made me truly love me and love him with conduct disorder I gen thought I couldn't love anyone but my fam and I did but I always ended up hurting him I'm such a mean person for forgetting his birthday and never listening to him never dropping who he was uncomfy w till months later I js want my sweet boy back I cant go in the halls js seeing him n not talking to him I feel like my soul has just been ripped from him when we broke up I couldn't even eat for 3 days I sat on the couch binge watching cat noir n ladybug I cant even go one day without thinking abt him its affecting my mental health n ppl around me I cant do this anymore I just miss him I'm such a horrible person. I cant even focus in school and I need to if we didn't break up everything would be so perfect. I cant do ts anymore.