I'm just so done with this. I had a really bad relapse earlier almost slitting open the vein on my wrist. It was so tempting and I'm just fed up of wanting to die. I made a noose and tried to do that too but the base it was tied onto snapped and I have school tomorrow so I have to go to school to a group of people I told I was going to kms and they're not even going to believe me because none of it fucking worked!