ok so um… now I’m actually alone. I literally have no friends, and my depression prevents me from doing my hobbies sometimes and I’m actually fucking planning on killing my brother/myself. I don’t know what’s happening, but I fucking got myself out of the therapy I needed and I can’t bring myself back in that hospital. I missed so much school and people were asking me where I kept going and I can’t take it anymore I don’t know what to do and it won’t let me talk to anyone Ik abt it