I'm pathetic. I lost her because I didn't see how much she meant to me, 3 months of no contact and I ended up in her bed on the weekend, talking exactly how we used too. She told me she wished I'd turned my life around 6 months ago rather than when it was too late. All the progress I'd made is gone and I've spent the day having a breakdown We had plans of what we'd do with our house, kids names, wedding ideas and it's all fucking gone, I don't want to do this anymore
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