I hate being made upset almost every day of my life. It's always something. Family making useless unneeded drama, get aggressive about something, can't talk to them, or neighbors upstairs thump stomp with their brick feet. Various hours of the day and night. My fam last night took enough meds with who knows what else to sleep about 13 hours. That's more sleep than I get in probably half a month. F the drama, f the stress, f fams stupid aggressive drunk addiction problem. IT'S ALL BULLSHIT. IM SO OVER IT I CAN HARDLY HAVE HAPPINESS PEACE AND JOY IN MY LIFE ANYMORE UGH it's plain bullshit. I wish my fam would just admit they can't control their meds and get help from abusing them but their to cowardly or won't for whatever reason. I'M SICK OF THE BULLSHIT fuck the dramatic bullshithahhhhhhhhhhhh