Why do people have children when they clearly dont fucking want to be responsible for them? Why do they have children just to force them! I love my parents but Ill NEVER have children. Not when I know Im gonna put my own will in their heads to make them feelguilty for everything they have from me!!! Nuh uh!! These thoughts I have are always so mean but J feel like Im locked up in my parents will of course I want them in my life I want them alive healthy and well ans i want to be close to them but Im tired of trying to pay off and fulfill their dreams when every step I take is scrutinised like what the fuck!