I’ve been dealing with substance abuse for several years, I ran out just a few days ago. Being sober makes it really hard to ignore the sadness and anger I’m truly feeling all the time. I have no motivation to do anything. I have no hunger. I stay in my bed and sleep all day and then continue to sleep during the night. It’s the only way to easily pass the time without feeling. I feel like something is missing from my life. I don’t feel whole. I don’t understand why it’s so hard for me to simply be happy with myself.