i hate myself. why am i like this. i’m so fucking annoying. i talk to much when im comfortable. everyone hates me. i try to be nice, i try not to cause any drama or problems. i give them so much but i know they all hate me. i just annoy everyone i meet. no wonder im still single, all they ever see is an ugly, pathetic, fat, loser who can barely even say “excuse me” when trying to get passed someone. what the actual fuck is wrong with me. music and a few fictional characters are the only things keeping me alive right now but so many people are so vocal to me about why they all suck. i know my music taste sucks, i know i shouldn’t see a fictional character as myself, or those two characters as my parents, i know its weird. i know im cringe. i know im stupid. i know ill die alone. i know im ugly. i know im fat. and i beat myself all the time for those things. i’ve heard people say in the past “there will always be someone who looks passed your flaws”… all i have are flaws…