"ur so full of anger" I wonder why, my mom calls me things all the time and everytime I do something stupid, she makes a voice and goes "duhh, uh dur," and I know it's it's dumb in itself to get hurt over that but like she calls me stupid all the time in different ways and voices and just say it straight up to my face, and it's hard not to believe at this point that I am and I've just accepted everything she tells me I am. Then the one time I do get annoyed she calls me a smartass who "apparently knows everything". Which I don't, I know I don't and I've never said I did. I can't even tell her to stop cause then she'll look at me like I said something stupid and tell me to shut the fuck up. I can't even do anything right or even open my mouth without her getting upset and raising her voice and saying that I'm a full list of different things and then she gets upset at me for not hanging out with her or hugging her even though I'm not comfortable around her.