I miss my girlfriend of a year and a half so much, even though i dumped her because of the things her and her mum said. Im crying every other night about that and so much more, such as coming out to my friends as trans but now im doubting myself. I hate who I am, I hate how im not funny or "normal" and do normal peolle things and have normal peolle interests. I hate ME and even though i broke up with her 2 months ago, its my first girlfriend and i genuinely thought i had found the one. Im just upset at myself for all these things