Rant #19312

this really sucks. but its suicide prevention month. yea its great. but yk i feel like no one cares unless im very explicit about it. and at this point i dont say anything., i just say yeah things are alright and whatever call it a day. but also if i did want to end eveyrhting, i shouldnt tell them anything ocncerning anyways lol. it is what it is. gotta pretend until im over this. which seems sooner then later.