I screwed up really badly this varsity game and I got subbed out once, but coach still gave me chances. Everyone did bad but like I was too slow and then missed my serve and the crowd was going wild. Thats just disappointing. I FEEL LIKE I SUCK AT MY SPORT NOW AND I CANNOT GO TO SLEEP. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I HATE THIS FEELING EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT EVEN DO THAT BAD. But I did in my head… the other team was really good i just hate that I did so bad in front of all those people and my coach. I guess life moves on but in the moment it’s just really hard to.
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