I was diagnosed with psychosis a while back. It's not the sickness itself, but what comes after it is somehow quite debilitating. I don't have the positive symptoms (hallucinations, delusions) but i am still scared of meeting people and have a higher tendency to have a fall out due to my inability to feel safe around people (some actions they do might trigger me). I'm medicated too. I got this due to bullying of which they socially isolate me. Ever since then, i have trust issues with people being close and somehow people never chose me to become their friends. So it created this loop on wanting to be close, but people don't vibe with me anymore. Somehow i'm extra sensitive to rejection. Worst part is, what triggers me is varied. So, for instance, A doing this would be different from B doing that. Still haven't found ways to manage it somehow, but i'm open to suggestions.