Rant #19206

For some reason I get really anxious and scared and sad when my mom get sick or hurt bc if she dies I’m lowk an orphan and I’ll prob have to live my grandparents who prob hate me or my aunt who’s overprotective or my moms bf who I’m really awkward with even though we live in the same house. I think if she dies I’ll just kms. I plan on doing it this fall/winter anyways so like…